i always try my best to make him happy and maintain good relationship with us..
but, life just not as simple and naive as what i think..
i move to other place where leave the usual daily life that i was used to..
environment change people..i definitely agree with this..
i start to feel lonely, nervous, lost where i feel that no one i can depend on anymore..
so i expect sometin more from him to remove these feeling..
but when i hold sometin too tight..it tends to feel pain..
lastly, he hurts, i hurt..
overcoming this problem is my big challenge now.
i understand that if i can defeat this problem, problem will defeat our relationship..
and lead to the end of our journal..