i know i really love him..

i always try my best to make him happy and maintain good relationship with us..

but, life just not as simple and naive as what i think..

i move to other place where leave the usual daily life that i was used to..

environment change people..i definitely agree with this..

i start to feel lonely, nervous, lost where i feel that no one i can depend on anymore..

so i expect sometin more from him to remove these feeling..

but when i hold sometin too tight..it tends to feel pain..

lastly, he hurts, i hurt..

overcoming this problem is my big challenge now.

i understand that if i can defeat this problem, problem will defeat our relationship..

and lead to the end of our journal..

dun like to have any problem between us..

but somehow..it cant be avoid...

dono should voice out or just keep in mind...

ai YA ai ya SIEN~!

in this world..
there are some people that just dislike their life or current condition, like to complain, emo-ing...
plz la....u tin who u are...
look at the japan people now...
they dont even have a complete country,home, even family...
compare with them...u should know how lucky u are...
if you wan to continue with ur current attitude..u are so sad......
u dono how many people is laughing and talking at ur back side.....
wake up lor~~~

a~~!!
tired~~~~
recently always go to school early and back from school very late..
however, i am not as stress as last time..as in ...i try to let others be the leader of the group..
u know...not being a leader is SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!
really alot more relax~~~oh man!!!!
besides that, i am not that particular as last time...
it make my life easier...hahaha~!!

ai YA ai YA angry

sometimes..i really feel like wan to slap her...

ai YA ai YA no meaning ( my dear become fat lor!!)

recently..
i realize my dear dear become fatter and fatter..
his stomach bulge out dy!!!!!!!
but he said.. because he is very happy..so.. will become fat..
actually, it is quite good for him to become fatter as in there will be no girls get attracted by him!!!!!
yeah!!!!!!
mmmmm.........................
so,izzit i should be unhappy so that i can cut down my weight???????? @_@

love my holiday~~

i really really enjoy my holiday..
during chinese new year, i went back to my hometown. almost everyday i got gathering with my old fren and hou ji mui~~~
after i back to KL, i celebrate my dear dear's birthday and valentine together...
other than that, almost every night, i will go to find my dear dear after he back from work...so sweet~~~~
during weekend or public holiday, we will go out for photo shooting...
taste alot of nice food together..
capture alot of photos...
JUST LOVE IT~~

ai YA ai YA love beauty ( methode swiss whitening spot eraser result )

after few days of using this product..not even one week....
my pimples scar and freckles really brighten!!!!!!
yeah~~~~~~happy about it~~~~
even thought it haven been fully removed..but i quite satisfied with the result that i seen..
really will recommend my fren that face the same problem as me~!!!

first graduate's difficulties..

almost come to the end of the holiday..
1 more week to go..
today..i search on the net about how much salary a first graduate can get..
OH MY GOD~~for my field ( architecture), might only get rm1600++ maybe the most is only rm2k..
however, for my bf (computing&programming), there is at least rm2.2- rm3k...
there is so much difference~~!!!!!!
after that, i ask some of my fren that already in working field, they said it is quite normal to get rm1k+++ salary for first graduate...but,after you have experience , you can required for more...
mmmm...........................
REAL LIFE is just soo..HARD~~

ai YA ai YA love beauty ( method swiss & hada labo)

i face the problem of pimples scar and freckles for very long time dy.. eventhough there is only a small amount of it on my face, i can always see and feel then inperfection.. so.. the SA in sasa recommended me METHODE SWISS whitening spot eraser. She said for the recent scar, the result can be seen in 2-3 weeks, for old scar it might need to wait until you finish a whole tube of it. Besides that, it is recommended to apply sunblock after this spot eraser in order to achieve better result. i tried one drop on my hand, immediately it gave a smooth and bright texture to my hand. the original price of it is rm120++,but there is 33% discount for it due to the 33 anniversary of SASA. lastly i decide to give it a try
besides that, i also get a hada labo arbutin whitening essence from guardian after i read the review from internet. so far, no comment about it cox haven try yet..hahahah~~

ai YA ai YA love beauty (neogence)

today i went to sasa and i found out there is a promotion pack for NEOGENCE this brand. i used to try the trier pack of this brand which i like the texture of it..so, i decide to get this promotion pack as the price is alot cheaper than original one. It is only rm99 which consist of 3 items , hyaluronic acid hydrating lotion 180ml, hyaluronic acid hydrating essence 7ml and hyaluronic acid hydrating fluid 50ml. so far, i haven used up my toner and essense, therefore i will try the fluid 1st. comment will be uploaded after i try it.

after that, i also purchase 3 pieces of NEOGENCE mask as the SA said the mask is almost the same as the NEOGENCE hyaluronic acid hydrating essence which is very very moist and hydrating. Therefore i decide to give it a try and the comment will be posted after i try it..hehe

hehehe..my ji mui~~~

hehehe..
lastly he get a job here...

at the last day of my sem 5.......
he will back to his place...........
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one year anniversary

marry to a person that u really love is not easy..

yeah~~~
we solve our problem again~~~
actually,through this time misunderstanding and discussion..
we know each other even more..
and..it prove that we successfully overcome the problem...
make me feel and realize again the importance of him in my heart...

i am a girl...

blog a blog...
nowadays i always express my emotion here myself...

i realize that girl really sensitive and worried..
and they tried to control it..but it fail......


i call him up today cox he was not feeling well..

but from his voice..i cant feel happiness and excitement when he heard my voice..
based on my experience..he should just wake up from sleep..
but girl just canot control their feeling that going down...

girl like to sms ..but guy dun really sms..
so..every time when girl miss the guy, she will sms him...but he seldom reply..
girl also know that guy dun like to sms ,but she still keep waiting for him to reply..
of course..he will disappoint her most of the time..
but, if he reply her...her happiness actually cover up all the unhappiness..
this is the tin that guy never know....

girl is very easy to comfort, whenever she unhapi, sad, emo, stress..
they just need a hug/a call/a kiss/a caring sms...
then they can be cured...

i keep wake him up..
i scare one day...he will really scold me....
but i just cant control myself...
how~!!!!~~~!!!!